Sunday, November 22, 2009

Deja Vu Sucks!

We've been here before & the only word that seems to fit is...

heartbroken...

Other words that could be added are...

disbelief...
anger...
foolishness...
AND
complete & utter sadness...

These are the feelings running through our household this weekend after the news was delivered by the birthmom that she was "not going through with the adoption" to me in a voicemail on Friday evening & then later confirmed in a conversation with her. There may still be an ever so slight glimmer of hope that things could change, but I am definitely not putting any stock in it.

Last week at church our priest's sermon contained the theme "Life is Suffering", unfortunately for us, we have definitely been given our chance to share in that plenty this past year :(

15 comments:

Jamie said...

Iam so sorry to hear this...

Anonymous said...

Anita, I'm really sorry. I was so hoping it would work out for you guys.

addie

Heather said...

I'm so sorry you're facing this hurt again. ((hugs))

Carrie27 said...

Oh no! I'm so very sorry and sad for you. Huge hugs!

In Due Time said...

I can't imagine. I am so very sorry. :-(

HereWeGoAJen said...

That sucks. I am so sorry.

loribeth said...

Here from LFCA. I'm so sorry. :(

IF Crossroads said...

I am so very sorry.

LFCA

Katie said...

Oh, I am so very sorry.

I will be praying for you.

Parenthood For Me said...

I am so sorry for this devastating news. I can only imagine the grief. Hugs to you.

tootertotz said...

I am so sorry you are experiencing this. You don't deserve such sadness.

Eva said...

I am so very sorry!

Lavender Luz said...

Abiding with you, Anita.

Anonymous said...

Anita, I'm so sorry. Your family will be in my prayers.

-Amanda E

Me said...

I'm very sorry. :(